First Light

Well. this whole world is new to me.

I cant remember much about my human life really, i can remember walking home, i think after choir practice? and i can remember walking down a dark alley. i remember this bit clearly enough, there was a man leaning against the wall. quite far away, i felt scared but i carried on walking. he suddenly appeared infront of me, it was scary. he was smileing. i couldnt really see that much, it was dark.
i asked him what he wanted, stupid of me. he just laughed and said i was like everyone else. thats when i tryed to run. he appeared in front of me like lightening. he laughed again and said i smelt delish. i...i had no idea what he meant. he hit me. it felt like i was being hit by a rock, it hurt so much, i couldnt breath, he had obvioulsy broken my ribs. i remember thinking that i was going to die, i wished he would hurry up and stop the pain. i wanted to die. i could see his face get closer to me and i saw him look really...well almost angry. he bent down and...i felt the most painful thing in the world. a slicing pain on my neck. then i could feel burning, an endless burning. it wouldnt stop, i wanted to die. then it ended.
i woke up and everything was so clear, i could hear so much see everything. i had no idea where i was. i was in a forest. i have no idea how i got there. then the fire in my throat hit me, i needed to tame it. you will probably hate me for this but...i killed a human. it tasted so good. but im not going to think about that, that is behind me. im year old now and i can contain my thirst. i hate the thought of hunting a human now, i mean it is tempting but i was a human and i know the feeling of being terrified when someone is hunting you.

this is my blog that i have set up. i am going to write in my experiences so i can try and control myself further, its hard but i think it will help.

oh another thing, i cant remember my last name.

Rachel